Not Perfect Is GOoD

My dear! Haven't you read everything I've written?? I know you have [;

Dating is the only way of discovering who your soulmate is. Well, not the only way.. You could be miraculous enough to find your soulmate right off the bat.. But, you and I both know that neither of us were one of those people. Unfortunately..

Misconception actually. We are not unfortunate! Like I've said before, these people we've had relationships with have helped us learn who we are, and in the end, who we want. Without Cassie, Chantell, Kenzi (Not your sister :P), Zoey, and everyone in between, before, after, friends, and family, I would have never become who I am and I would have never discovered all the things I want or need in a girl. I'd never have found my Shelbi and fallen in deeper than love with everything there is to her. Converse, drumming, acting; everything. Without my past relationships, none of it would be possible.

Did your parents ever tell you, "Dating is just practice for marriage" ? It's true along most lines. Dating is the means of finding yourself and who you are. The kind of people who marry the first person they date are pretty lucky if they stay together. People always change. And until you've discovered everything, or at least most, of who are, that's when you can truly find that person for you. Until then, sitting around isn't going to teach you what you enjoy in life and love! That is why you must form relationships that teach you these things

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How's that help?

Don't Believe The Hide

Oh, darling.. ]: I'm so sorry for what's going on.. I wish I could be there more to help you out... I wish I didn't finals and work right now so I could actually help you. But.. I really can't be of much help.. Except I can tell you that you're ot the only one.. My family is pretty cool now.. But that's nothing like how we used to be.. I used to hate coming home. More than anything. I couldn't stand anyone in my family.. I was always being put down and treated massively unfairly and unjustly. I can't EVEN remember my beatings from when I was younger just because there were just so many.. I was getting punished all the time and it was if I was getting punished for other people messing up too.. But don't worry, love.. Things WILL get better.. Just hold strong, be patient, like you always tell me to be ;P It may not change within your family, but at least when you ARE gone things will change and you will be so happy. You'll have a great time at Alexandria, I'm positive, even if I won't be able to enjoy those times with you.. /: But I'll always be here wating for you, dear... Always [:

I love you.

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