Thursday, December 17, 2009

Don't Believe The Hide

Oh, darling.. ]: I'm so sorry for what's going on.. I wish I could be there more to help you out... I wish I didn't finals and work right now so I could actually help you. But.. I really can't be of much help.. Except I can tell you that you're ot the only one.. My family is pretty cool now.. But that's nothing like how we used to be.. I used to hate coming home. More than anything. I couldn't stand anyone in my family.. I was always being put down and treated massively unfairly and unjustly. I can't EVEN remember my beatings from when I was younger just because there were just so many.. I was getting punished all the time and it was if I was getting punished for other people messing up too.. But don't worry, love.. Things WILL get better.. Just hold strong, be patient, like you always tell me to be ;P It may not change within your family, but at least when you ARE gone things will change and you will be so happy. You'll have a great time at Alexandria, I'm positive, even if I won't be able to enjoy those times with you.. /: But I'll always be here wating for you, dear... Always [:

I love you.
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Family

i want a responce about family here. I feel lost. Is anyones family as fucked up as mine. I blogged on my *insert creative blog title here* plz tlk